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Do I still love you? 

Or do I hate you instead? 

Am I starting to believe that, love and hate can coexist? 

致从前

为什么
该是最伤心的时候就不哭了

像是考前已经复习
回忆的余温早和已流过的眼泪一并蒸发

心和未来竟然如此细致
破碎满地我无从捡起
只央求季风吹起时
留下多一点粉末让我纪念

念

我爱你恨你爱你恨你我
不过回到之前的日子
怎么像是又再学习活着
我想念所有
快乐的、不快乐的
有你的、没有你的

请让我哭吧、哭吧 ...
漫溢从前的时光
偷偷塞入我快不记得的
你手掌的纹路、衣袖的古龙
我躺过的臂弯、凝视过的眼
让时间停留在此
你我多好。

想你忘了吧... 我告诉过你我之前爱写诗
你让我也给你写一首的
可是我说只有伤心的时候能写
你就说 不要写了 不要写了
我在写着了...
我在给你写着了...

13/1

You said I've never compromised
But did you know
How many nights I've spent
Telling friends I had work to do
Running back to my room
Just to call you before you sleep

But did you know
How many nights I've spent
Planning where to go and where to stay
In the future, the future with you
Just to make sure I could, again,
Sit on the couch at your place with you
Watching you watch your favourite drama
Waking up with you every single morning
Counting days with you every day

But did you know
How many nights I've spent
Practicing my guitar for you
That you once told me you liked it
Yet all I got after sending you them
Went from "I really love you" to "hey sorry, fell asleep last night"

Did you know
How many nights I've spent missing you
Looking at old photos, old messages, old memories
Just to believe that you still love me
As I still do

You probably didn't
But it doesn't matter anymore
   at least for now ...
But it is alright
Every night I secretly pray to life
Give me a second chance...
And I know I would still do the same

三則

// “要公正”，你說的，可是為什麼我總覺得在永遠都是我錯、永遠都是你對？

// 不要再說我想太多，我的感覺我最清楚。

// 承認事實吧。

你變了